A Decade in Review - Theatre, More Theatre and a whole lot of THE BOSS!

It's been way too long since I blogged. But bah, I have been to busy. However I was inspired by my friend Nadine’s posting on her blog and wondered if I could remember what I did in the last decade. I decided to do my own Decade in Review 2000-2009. Boy I saw BRUCE a lot.....kind of sad actually.

2000
My Grandfather passed away suddenly in the spring however this was a good year besides that. My good friend Maureen Smith and I started our own adhoc theatre company to produce The Drowning Girls for the Ottawa Fringe Festival. Not knowing what to expect, it was an amazing experience, in which by the end of our run we sold out and made money. Maureen went on to do shows at GCTC and NAC due to her reinstating Equity Status. My brother got married, and Tim and I got engaged. Saw Bruce Springsteen for the first time on the Reunion Tour. Finally understood what Tim and his friend gushed about.

2001
Tim and I travelled to Europe for the first time going on a cruise in Mediterranean (Greece and Italy) and passed through New York City for the first time. We didn’t get to see much of the town since we were just flying out from JFK airport but noted we had to go back. We booked the wedding and started planning stuff and bought our first house in the ‘burbs leaving our great Sandy Hill apartment behind (sigh, I loved that place).

2002
Got into Fringe again and started working on original show with Mo, Tim, and the fab Teri Loretto, but due to script not coming fast enough we cut our loses. But it was The year of love. Wedding planning – it was a theatrical event including posters as invitations, programs done in theatre style and for our guests to get us to kiss, they had to act out small scenes. People still talk about our wedding and what a great time it was – a brunch and a big party at our house and we spent minimal amount of money. Honeymooned in Stratford and Williamsburg Virginia. My cousin Geoff got engaged. Was called in last minute to fill in Thirdwall’s Julius Caesar. Saw Bruce Springsteen that year for The Rising Tour. (Cleveland) Wasn't great but you could see the tour would blossom.

2003
Started off the year with my first leading role in Moo for Sockin’ Buskin. A fun part. Living in the suburbs turned out to suck and we slowly kept thinking there is no way we could survive out there. Researched dog breeds, and waited for a litter of puppies to finally come and got our first dog Abby (a very needy Wire Fox Terrier), it sure was a lot of work. Tim wanted to give her back numerous times but I kept talking him out of it. Springsteen concerts this year = 2 (Rock-cha cha, and Ottawa – both STELLAR)

2004
Started Dog obedience with Abby, and discovered I loved being a crazy dog person. Joined Agility classes in the summer. Performed the lead in Hide and Seek at OLT where I met Jerome Bourgault for the first time.

2005
Busy busy year. Performed in the multiple award winning OLT production of Proof with Jerome again, in which I played Catherine (to which Alvina called my performance beautifully nuanced and I was nominated for multiple acting awards). Went to Belleville for Theatre Ontario Festival with the show. We also moved to Manor Park in the house of our dreams. I continued to do Agility with Abby, and by the end of the year joined another dog sport called Flyball. Abby loved to show off. Was disappointed to learn later that year that the breeder was not going to breed her. We were so looking forward to not having to deal with the “heats”. Travelled to Nova Scotia and New York City. Saw Bruce twice solo (Ottawa, Albany). Not a great year for our very good friends though as their son was diagnosed with Cancer. We were often worried about them all.

2006
Abby was finally bred to a beautiful male Wire Fox in Orangeville and we made the 10 hour return trip to pick her up. She had her litter of 7 at our breeders and Tim and I picked out Guinness the first week as he was cuddling up to his mommy. The puppies made me squeal. So cute. I continued to do Flyball, but found it hard to drive out to Carp for our 7am practices. In the fall got cast in what was to be a turning point role for me, it was Vision Theatre’s The Anger in Ernest and Ernestine. When saw the posting I said to Tim “that is MY part, it’s MINE”. And it was. Saw Springsteen twice with Seeger Sessions band in outdoor venues – Saratoga Springs and in Boston.

2007
Great year theatrically and friendship wise as I did the amazingly FUN show that I mentioned above with Vision, met Riley, Marsha and Sam. Got called 3 days before a play opened at New Edinburgh players to fill in for a sick actress and was on book. Was also rehearsing and performing in one woman show, Jewel at Ottawa Fringe under Maureen’s and my company. Quit Flyball as it was too much work. Took Guinness to Agility class and discovered as much as I loved it, it was too hard for me to do well. Got involved volunteering with Tototoo Theatre. Celebrated our 5th yr wedding anniversary with a 3 week trip to France in Paris and then south of France. Went to New York city Again to see….a Springsteen tribute at Carnagie hall in which the man himself showed up and I heard Rosalita live for the first time. It was awesome. Saw him again with Magic tour in Ottawa. Seeing a trend here and discovering we have a Bruce addiction.

2008
Got a squealing call from Maureen that I, the show (The Anger in E and E) and the director had been nominated for the first ever Rideau Awards. Got to do the very fun one acts at Fringe with Vision Theatre where I met the very talented Ken Godmere and cast him in a show Tim and I were directing for Tototoo Theatre, The Soldier Dreams (got to meet Daniel MacIvor). Also performed in Playing Bare with Evolution Theatre. Travelled to PEI for first time to do an acting intensive but fell in love with the Gentle Island. Tim’s photography started to take off with me as his pimp. Asked by Nadine Thornhill if I would direct her upcoming Fringe show should she get in. I was scared. I’d never directed an original show but I really liked Ned. Saw Springsteen in Rochester on Magic Tour.

2009
Performed in Life After God with Vision Theatre. Approached by Ottawa Little Theatre to direct the January show Drinking Alone (opens in a couple of weeks by the way). Nadine informed me she got into Fringe and sent me first draft of Oreo, to which is said “I’d love to direct this”. Met my new friends Sterling, Robin , the aforementioned Nadine, Colleenand got to get better acquainted with the lovely JP Chartier – then got to meet Wayne Current. Oreo went on to some success and Team Oreo had a blast! Did Birth fundraiser and new Laramie Staged reading. Convinced Tototoo to submit remounted Soldier Dreams into EODL One Act Festival – got Wayne on board. We won 3 awards. Got Sterling to do Tim’s original script – they won an award too. Joined the Artistic Committee at OLT under revamped theatre as co-chair of Learning and Special Program committee, got offered another show to direct for 2010 season opener. Now the EODL One Act Festival 2010 Chairperson. Saw Springsteen twice – once in State College PA , and the GREAT STADIUM show at Giants Stadium in Jersey!

2010
My show I am currently directing opens January 12th. Planning a trip to PEI again this summer. Organizing EODL festival at OLT for Fall, as well as staged reading with Peter Hinton for Play competition winner (being announced Jan 30th). Directing this summer – Crossing Delancey. Don’t think Springsteen is going to tour which makes me sad.

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Educate before you Vaccinate Part II

A small update:

I asked the question of my Breeder/Vet who works at Health Canada and reviews such drugs as H1N1. When I posed the question this was her response. Keep in mind she actually has reviewed this file at Health with her concerns:

"The vaccine includes an adjuvant, which contains squalene. Squalene may belinked to various health issues, and is not registered for use in trhe USA. There are only 2 vaccines that contain squalene, both are only approved in Europe. So the bottom line is that although the vaccince has undergone acertain amount of testing, it contains an adjuvant of uncertain toxictry.

I totally agree about the hype thing, this has been blown way out of proportion. And it is interesting to note that the squalene which we areallowing in our vaccine, the USA is NOT including it in their vaccine, due to unknown toxicity. It is definitely being pushed through, especially considering that the Health minister ordered the vaccine before the safety review had been completed by Health Canada. I also had to do some review work on the vaccine, and I didn't like everything that I was seeing, and included all of my concerns at the end of the review. The bigger concern will be a year or 2 down the line, when and if the virusmutates (as they often do); at that point it will cause a more virulent anddangerous infection. (This vaccine would not be effective if the strainmutates)."

She's not getting this Flu shot.

H1N1 and Propaganda - Educate before you Vaccinate!

Ok I haven't blogged in a long long time. YES alright I admit I am a bad blogger obviously.

However I have something I want to share before the stupid propaganda swine flu vaccine is out for public consumption.

I have never gotten the Flu Shot and have never gotten the flu. I am one who likes to go natural. I take my Greens Plus Multi - granted that is not uber natural but it is made with all natural products, and it works. I do nasal irrigation (Nettie Pot) which keeps the snot away and keeps the nasal passages nice clean (good for allergy suffers!), I take cold FX or Mucco Coccinum- again not super natural like just eating food but natural enough. I also eat well, drink water etc. I rarely get a cold and when I start I admit I take my steroid puffer as I have asthma, and that helps make my cold very managable (no infection).

This year is no exception. I will not get the flu shot AND I wasn't planning on getting this H1N1 either because I think the media is OOC. But my feelings were solidified after speaking with my friend who is high up in PSEP (Public Safety - Canada's verison of Homeland Security). She said there was no way she'd get the vaccine and she is working on the H1N1 file ....she said "NO WAY, I don't trust it". She has Top Secret Clearance. when I know someone voice a concern like that who has Top Secret Clearance on a file like that....it makes we wonder and worried. A poll also suggests 50% of doctors won't take it either.

Why am I posting this. Because I wouldn't want to see anyone have bad adverse reactions to this fast tracked vaccine. I've attached some handy video links below - although there are many more to be found. Check out the creepy 1976 Propaganda vid on getting the Swine Flu shot.....

Creepy Ad

60 minutes report

Dr. Ron Paul pipes in on Out of Control Panic

I would wait personally until the first round has been implemented or maybe don't take it at all. My high up friend even admits it hasn't even been properly tested and has been pushed through. I mean have you noticed all the Purell stations all over now? Guess who makes it/owns it? Pfizer and TIME WARNER.......big money, I hear big money! Big Pharma stands to make billions from this panic.

Another red flag for me is that my mother in laws husband has Gulf War Syndrome. He is from England and when he went over to Iraq for the First Gulf War in the 90's he was vaccinated against chemical warfare. Those vaccinations have since lead to him developing a form of MS. He hardly can walk now. I won't go into his sordid details.

Here are some Truths that I have found out :

1. The flu is mild, so I don’t need to worry about getting a vaccine.
This is TRUE. The H1N1 flu is mild compared to the seasonal flu which kills some 30,000 people per year in the US alone. There has been no indication that more people than usual are getting the flu or dying from it.“It’s mildest in kids. That’s one of the really good pieces of news in this pandemic,” Dr Marc Lipsitch of Harvard University told a meeting of flu experts being held by the U.S. Institute of Medicine last month. In Canada too, the virus does not seem to be spreading quickly, a fact that has prompted the country’s top public health official to put the brakes on an early rollout of the H1N1 vaccine.The virus could still mutate into something worse, but if it does that, the current vaccine will most likely be rendered obsolete anyway.

2. Since my region was hit hard in the spring, there won’t be a big reemergence this flu season.
TRUE The New York Times itself reported on the fact that doctors and health officials in areas that were subjected to H1N1 flu last spring are seeing very little evidence to suggest that the virus is returning in a much predicted “second wave”.It is the theory of Dr. Thomas A. Farley, New York City’s health commissioner, and the doctor cited in the Times’ debunking piece, that up to 40% of the city’s population may have developed immunity to the virus.

3. The vaccine will be available too late to do any good.
Somewhat true. In Canada there are legitimate concerns that the vaccines are simply going to be too late to stop any spread of the virus. These concerns were published in the peer reviewed journal Science.The vaccine may not do any good anyway because it is based on “mock up” vaccines that were produced in 2007 and 2008 for the H5N1 strain of influenza, not H1N1.Even if the vaccine produces antibodies, that’s not the same thing as real-world immunity from a live virus, especially if the virus mutates.As Mike Adams has pointed out in a recent article, statistically speaking the average American is 40 times more likely to be struck by lightning than to have their life saved by a swine flu vaccine.

4. The vaccine is unsafe, it could have dangerous side effects.
The inserts to the H1N1 vaccines all state that it could cause all manner of adverse effects, including guillain-barre syndrome, vasculitis, anaphylactic shock and even death.Why would the drug companies put that in the insert to the vaccine itself if it was a “myth”?If it was a myth that the vaccines could cause side effects then why would the government waste time establishing an extensive tracking system to watch for side effects?

5. I can catch flu from the vaccine.
The first available vaccines, in the form of nasal mist, contain live H1N1 virus. Their use could actually spur the spread of the virus where there is otherwise little activity, according to some medical experts. A Canadian study led by Dr Danuta Skowronski of the British Columbia Centre for Disease Control and Dr Gaston De Serres of Laval University, Quebec has also found that seasonal flu jabs could double the risk of developing swine flu. The World Health Organisation has dismissed the research as inconclusive, however some provincial and territorial public health authorities in Canada, including those in Ontario, have expressed great concern, leading to threats to delay or cancel mass vaccination programs.

6. The vaccine is untested.
Manufacturers rushed the production of the vaccine to get it to the market. The vaccine has been fast tracked. The pharmaceutical companies themselves admit that there is “no clinical experience in the elderly, in children or in adolescents” with their new vaccines.

7. The vaccine contains a dangerous adjuvant, a chemical added to enhance the immune response.
Both the Novartis and Glaxo-Smith Kline injectible vaccines will contain squalene adjuvants to boost immunogenicity and dramatically reduce the amount of viral antigen needed, meaning more vaccines can be produced. Again, the New York Times itself reported on this last month.There will be non adjuvanted H1N1 vaccines available, but there will not be enough for the projected number of people who have said they will get the vaccine. Experts on Gulf War Syndrome have pointed out that the official, Congressionally-chartered Research Advisory Committee on Gulf War Veterans’ Illnesses found evidence of a link between squalene and Gulf War Syndrome which warranted further study. Micropaleontologist Dr. Viera Scheibner, who conducted research into the adverse effects of adjuvants in vaccines, wrote the following about squalene, as highlighted in researcher Stephen Lendman’s article on the adjuvant:Squalene “contributed to the cascade of reactions called “Gulf War syndrome. (GIs developed) arthritis, fibromyalgia, lymphadenopathy, rashes, photosensitive rashes, malar rashes, chronic fatigue, chronic headaches, abnormal body hair loss, non-healing skin lesions, aphthous ulcers, dizziness, weakness, memory loss, seizures, mood changes, neuropsychiatric problems, anti-thyroid effects, anaemia, elevated ESR (erythrocyte sedimentation rate), systemic lupus erythematosus, multiple sclerosis, ALS, Raynaud’s phenomenon, Sjorgren’s syndrome, chronic diarrhea, night sweats and low-grade fever.”As vaccine expert Dr. Meryl Nass has pointed out, since none of the US trials have so far used novel adjuvants, they fail to provide any information about the safety of adjuvanted vaccines. Senior neurologists have also voiced concerns over the adjuvants in the vaccines.

8. The vaccine contains a dangerous preservative containing ethyl mercury
Again this is not a myth. As the Washington Post reported in the Summer, “Some of the vaccine will be stored in multi-dose vials containing thimerosal, an antibacterial additive that contains mercury”.The vaccine inserts also list thimerosal in the vaccine’s ingredients.Scientific studies have shown a direct relationship between thimerosal in flu shots and neurological disorders.Cases of the neural development disorder autism amongst children have doubled since 2003, in line with an increase in the amount of thimerosal-containing childhood vaccines. Epidemiologist Tom Verstraeten and Dr. Richard Johnston, an immunologist and pediatrician from the University of Colorado, both concluded that thimerosal was responsible for the dramatic rise in cases of autism, however, their findings were dismissed by the CDC. Further studies have shown a decline in neurodevelopmental disorders after the removal of thimerosal-containing vaccines.The science needs further study, that is clear, but to outright reject that the vaccines even contain the questionable substance is the stuff of farce. Why are we even having the debate if this is a “myth”?

9. I can get medicine if I do get sick, so the vaccine is not necessary
It is up to the individual or parent to choose whether to get the vaccine for themselves or their child. Saying that people who feel it is not necessary for them and their kids are wrong doesn’t make it so. It is beyond the authority of a school or the government to surreptitiously teach a child that vaccines are necessary.

Educate before you Vaccinate!

In Awe - Hollywood Endings Really do Happen in Real Life

I just got back yesterday from a week in Lake Placid. We were there to cheer on my friend Jason in his first ever Ironman Event. I wrote last time that I couldn't get my head around what he was about to do. Well I still can't get my head around what he just did DO. Jason Billows....YOU ARE AN IRONMAN - 13hr9min of sheer pain, endurance and perseverance.

There are a few stepping stones here in this post to the ultimate in Hollywood endings come true to real life.

The first is Jason's story. This time last year he was attending the Ironman, not as a competitor like he had registered as but in a wheelchair having suffered very bad lower back herniation. This is also after a personal loss, some knee surgery, and also shin surgery. He had his back surgery in late fall, was off for 6 weeks, was then addicted to pain meds (I think i can confess that on his behalf since he mentions it..his doctor probably should not have given him the meds he had in that dosage). At any rate, he started his physio recover, then started in late December early January to train for the Ironman. Granted he had started training the year before, but he only had about 6 months. As I mentioned in the last post the IRONMAN is 2.6 Miles swim, 112 Mile bike followed by a full marathon.

One has 17 hours to complete it. Jason got up at around 4:40am or so the morning of the race, and we all followed afterwards around 5:45am to get a good spot around Mirror Lake to watch the start of the swim. It was pouring rain, but we had our "Here for Jason" shirts on (even the dogs had bandannas on) and we lined the Lake. At 6:50am the Pros were off. They were a small buzz of a group and fast! At 7am the gun went off for the Age groupers. Now if you have never seen the start of this race it is a sight to behold. Not only was I nervous for the sheer fact that Jason had at least a 12 hour day of physical pain ahead of him (and this was his strong suite and the running was his...well apparently he was told "be scared of the run") but I also thought of all the bodies close together. And for good reason too! As soon as the gun went off, boom, there was kicking in of heads, people panicking, or swimming , or....it was a MASS of bodies moving together ...like a swarm of bugs the whole time.

We then moved on to where the swimmers come out of the water, having half their wet suits taken down, then they run to the transition area in the Olympic skate oval to get their bikes. We saw Jason come by and he was right on time! 1 hour and 5 minutes. We ran over to where the bikes come down this scary hill to start the course - and saw Jason again, 6 min later - again on his time. We then had about 3 hours to wait to maybe see him again. When we saw him again at the 3 hour mark after the first loop he looked great. And again on time. Then again we waited to spy him on the start of the Marathon portion at around 2:30pm. Tim got a great picture. He looked great, in great spirits. I was still so nervous for him. It had gotten quite warm, and although Jason has done the full swim, and bike loop he had yet to actually run a Marathon and who knows what mind games go about out there. Although Jason has done so much yoga and meditation and is usually such a calm cool guy part of me knew he'd be fine.

The rest of the day was a waiting game - but finally at around 8pm, I saw Tim posed for photography!!! He had decided he would go down near Canada Corner and catch Jason in the final miles of the run to shot pictures. So he ran a large chunk with him shooting his final moments. As Tim made his way to the Oval for the finish line, we knew Jason still had to run up past Mirror Lake and around back to the Oval. I was with his lovely gal Tracy for the final moments. It was FANTASTIC seeing him look so good and crossing that line with such power. He then told us later that his legs started cramping on his second bike loop, and he had to run the whole marathon (and sometimes walk) with these cramps. This is a guy who has been through the wringer this last year and to see that special moment......I am so inspired by him. JASON - you are my hero!

But his is but one story. Throughout the day I caught glimpses of dispare, of power, or athleticism, and Hollywood stories galour. The second story is a short one. For the Ironman, they shut down each portion at a certain time. The swim was shut down at 9:30am. If you did not finish at 9:30 you could not continue. At 9:40 am there was this mass cheering on someone at the end of the course. I was not close enough to see for myself . Now this person would not be able to continue, but a man on the shore told me that the man in the water finishing had suffered a stroke years before and had entered the Ironman and was swimming with one arm as he was paralyzed on one side...SWIMMING WITH ONE ARM people! Again, awe-inspiring.

This final story makes me weep with joy and wonder. This is the true Hollywood story come TRUE! There should be a movie about this guy. So my third story is this: Matthew Long. It was after 11pm. The Ironman ceases at Midnight. If you are not at the line at Midnight, you are not completing the event. So we had hung out at Canada Corner where there is this HUGE hill marking the last few miles of the Ironman. People looked dead, tired, seized up, and in sheer agony. Of course others just looked determined. We had decided to head back to the oval to the finish line to cheer those we coaxed up the hill at Canada Corner to the finish line. If you are around Canada Corner after 11:15 or so, you may not make it. On our way to the Oval, we spied a massive group running. Wondering what it was I asked our newly crowned Ironman Jason Billows, "what is that". He then told us there was this guy, Matt Long, a NYC firefighter, who had been a multiple Ironman hitting his record time just four years previous in 2005. He was riding his bike in December of 2005 when he was hit by a NYC Transit bus, and was given a 5% chance to live. His whole right side was crushed and shattered. He came out of his accident as a miracle and amazingly telling his therapist that he would complete an Ironman. His therapist then said "if you enter and do it, i will run with you". And so the "I WILL" group was born and that was who was running with Matt Long - apparently the whole day! So we see him coming up the street and my head is thinking "oh god I hope he makes it, but it doesn't seem so". Flash forward to 11:57pm we hear chanting and the oval breaks out into a frenzy as we see Matt Long's group heading our way. There was banging, and yelling "Matt, Matt, Matt..."....he rounds the corner limping the whole way, and crosses the line at 11:58pm...with 2 minutes to spare. I had tears streaming down my face. Hollywood could not have scripted this moment better.

My experience with the Ironman is this: I am awe-struck by the determination of these athletes. I personally can't imagine doing what they do, but I have resolved to better my physical program by signing up for a Running Room Clinic and would like to try a road bike. Will I try an Ironman someday? - probably not, my swimming is very very sub par. However, every time I open my mouth to complain, I will remind myself of Jason from his wheelchair to Ironman story, the man who swam with one arm, and Matt Long who came back from the brink of death and kicked the grim reapers ass!

IRONMAN at Lake Placid - Many Many Miles to Travel

So Tim and I were down at Mirror Lake in Lake Placid NY the other day when this fine washboard specimen of a man comes sauntering past. Tim says "close your mouth buddy". Oh yes, many many fine bodies are to be seen this weekend in Lake Placid as the race day comes closer.

The Ironman is a grueling race that starts at 7am and ends at Midnight. It involves a total of 140.6 Miles of work - starting with 2.6 mile swim, followed by a 112 Mile Bike, followed by a FULL marathon at 26.2 Miles. For you Canadians out there just to put it into perspective - All told almost a 5km swim, 180km bike, and 42 km run. OH MY GOD! I've been trying all week to wrap my head around what my friend Jason is going to do tomorrow. I've seen some of the course in our travels around the area - a lot of hills since this is a mountainous region. At this point all his training is done and it's a total mental game. You have to understand, this is a guy who last year was suppose to do his first Ironman but was in a wheelchair at Lake Placid watching and couldn't even walk. He then went through major back surgery in late fall, then started physio and then training just this January. And after all that he is ready. Last month he did the Epicman training - which was almost a full Ironman but only Half the run.

So 2 days ago Tim and I went for a hike. It was really tough and very very steep climbing part of the last mile - and the whole time I kept having to tell myself, "jason is doing an Ironman, jason is doing an Ironman, this is nothing, you are getting a really good workout". Only a 4 hour 9km hike, and yet I can't fathom what Jason will have to endure over 12 to 14 hours tomorrow. I am very humbled and proud of his work and hope that he kicks some MAJOR ASS tomorrow.

At any rate, we must all leave the house at 5:45am to get a good spot at the starting line at Mirror Lake tomorrow - I've seen pictures of the start and seriously I would totally panic! (see attached). Luckily Jason is super confident in water, but man I couldn't do it. See above shot.....yesh!

Did Nano Thermite Take Down WTC 7?

I haven't stirred the conspiracy pot in a while and don't have much to write about theatrically - although I suppose this could be considered "theatrical" in sense I would suppose, but here goes. This interview with a leading Scientist is too important not to share. I know lots of people scream "conspiracy theorist" but you know what, he is a leading scientist and knows a lot more then the regular joe out there - do you say he doesn't know his job? I dare you to prove him wrong if that is the case if you are a trained scientist. Any logical person that has had any science education should be able to form serious questions concerning the provided chain of events which culminated in the fall of all buildings located within WTC plaza on Sept. 11, 2001. This is an interesting and enlightening interview.

Plus I love a controversy! Enjoy! http://russiatoday.com/Best_Videos/2009-07-09/Did_nano-thermite_take_down_the_WTC.html

The original study was published in the Open Chemical Physics Journal recently by 9 scientists from all over, including the gentleman in this interview above. Here are the exerpts for you science nerds out there:


INTRODUCTION
The destruction of three skyscrapers (WTC 1, 2 and 7) on September 11, 2001 was an immensely tragic catastrophe that not only impacted thousands of people and families directly, due to injury and loss of life, but also provided the motivation for numerous expensive and radical changes in domestic and foreign policy. For these and other reasons, knowing what really happened that fateful day is of grave importance. A great deal of effort has been put forth by various government-sponsored and -funded investigations, which led, in large part, to the reports released by FEMA [1] and NIST [2]. Other studies of the destruction have been less well publicized but are no less important to the outstanding obligation that remains to the victims of that tragedy, to determine the whole truth of the events of that day [3-10]. A number of these studies have appropriately focused attention on the remaining physical material, and on available photographs and video footage, as sources of evidence still in public hands, relating to the method of destruction of the three skyscrapers.

CONCLUSIONS
We have discovered distinctive red/gray chips in significant numbers in dust associated with the World Trade Center destruction. We have applied SEM/XEDS and other methods to characterize the small-scale structure and chemical signature of these chips, especially of their red component. The red material is most interesting and has the following characteristics:


1. It is composed of aluminum, iron, oxygen, silicon and carbon. Lesser amounts of other potentially reactive elements are sometimes present, such as potassium, sulfur, lead, barium and copper.

2. The primary elements (Al, Fe, O, Si, C) are typically all present in particles at the scale of tens to hundreds of nanometers, and detailed XEDS mapping shows intimate mixing.

3. On treatment with methyl ethyl ketone solvent, some segregation of components occurred. Elemental aluminum became sufficiently concentrated to be clearly identified in the pre-ignition material.

4. Iron oxide appears in faceted grains roughly 100 nm across whereas the aluminum appears in thin platelike structures. The small size of the iron oxide particles qualifies the material to be characterized as nanothermite or super-thermite.

5. Analysis shows that iron and oxygen are present in a ratio consistent with Fe2O3. The red material in all four WTC dust samples was similar in this way. Iron oxide was found in the pre-ignition material whereas elemental iron was not.

6. From the presence of elemental aluminum and iron oxide in the red material, we conclude that it contains the ingredients of thermite.

7. As measured using DSC, the material ignites and reacts vigorously at a temperature of approximately 430 °C, with a rather narrow exotherm, matching fairly closely an independent observation on a known super-thermite sample. The low temperature of ignition and the presence of iron oxide grains less than 120 nm show that the material is not conventional thermite (which ignites at temperatures above 900 °C) but very likely a form of super-thermite.

8. After igniting several red/gray chips in a DSC run to 700 °C, we found numerous iron-rich spheres and spheroids in the residue, indicating that a very high temperature reaction had occurred, since the iron-rich product clearly must have been molten to form these shapes. In several spheres, elemental iron was verified since the iron content significantly exceeded the oxygen content. We conclude that a high-temperature reduction-oxidation reaction has occurred in the heated chips, namely, the thermite reaction.

9. The spheroids produced by the DSC tests and by the flame test have an XEDS signature (Al, Fe, O, Si, C) which is depleted in carbon and aluminum relative to the original red material. This chemical signature strikingly matches the chemical signature of the spheroids produced by igniting commercial thermite, and also matches the signatures of many of the microspheres found in the WTC dust [5].

10. The carbon content of the red material indicates that an organic substance is present. This would be expected for super-thermite formulations in order to produce high gas pressures upon ignition and thus make them explosive. The nature of the organic material in these chips merits further exploration. We note that it is likely also an energetic material, in that the total energy release sometimes observed in DSC tests exceeds the theoretical maximum energy of the classic thermite reaction.Based on these observations, we conclude that the red layer of the red/gray chips we have discovered in the WTC dust is active, unreacted thermitic material, incorporating nanotechnology, and is a highly energetic pyrotechnic or explosive material.


(emphasis added)
Complete Article: http://www.bentham-open.org/pages/content.php?TOCPJ/2009/00000002/00000001/7TOCPJ.SGM

The Xtreme

Ok if I wanted to go to the extreme, I would try out for a part in a play that is so not "me", or submit to direct a very challenging show.

My brother posted this to his blog and I just had to share this EXTREME. I felt sick as I watched this....but if I had real guts, man this would be fun!

The Extreme

Responsible Doggies and Owners and only 14 more sleeps until Lake Placid

I am a responsible dog owner. Hence my frustration when I can’t walk my dog any place I please. I have to say I am pretty fortunate in that I live in an area of Ottawa that has at least 4 off leash dog areas that are very lush, woodsy and pretty. But not everyone has that luxury and there really is not that many areas in town to take a good dog off leash.

I understand people who are afraid of dogs, or don’t trust dogs off leash, but I can essentially walk Abby around the block with no leash and she walks beside me. Now this did not come without a lot of work. My husband and I spent over a year with her on a long 50 foot lead, and countless hours of training, Agility and flyball etc to get her to where she is now. She is a dog that pretty much comes when called every time. Guinness followed suite as soon as we got him. He saw that mummy didn’t stray and figured out pretty quick that his owners are the ones with the “goods” whether they be treats, or in his case his Ball with Chuck-it Launcher. Case in point – I was at our Soccer pitch/park the other day (it’s not an off leash park but everyone brings their dogs there when there are no kids playing soccer and it’s empty most of the time anyways), and I was standing by the side of the road talking to a couple who stopped me to ask about my dogs. The lady was a former Wire Fox Terrier owner and we were gabbing about the breed, how great they are, how funny and fun they are etc. Then she looks at me and then the dogs who are off leash and just sitting on the grass and says “wow, your dogs are good, they just sit there and wait for you – my Beaner would have run off”. I proceeded to tell her my training details, that Abby used to bolt out of the house in jubilant freedom (short version). Fox Terriers are known to run off as I pointed out about Abby in her younger days, but if you spend enough time training them that YOU are the best thing in the world, and to leave You is just plain stupid, then you are Golden! The only time Guinness’ staying with us becomes questionable is in the Fall when the squirrels are busy collecting their winter food, but generally now all I have to do is bellow out a warning "GUINNESS'...and he hesitates (but he still takes off...LOL but always comes back)

The reason for this blog entry is this: Tim and I are heading to Lake Placid in a couple of weeks, and every time we take a trip with the dogs we have to do (well I do) a lot of research to find dog friendly places to take our dogs and general most places are not that friendly. In this particular case a beach, or hiking trails since it's summer and we will be in the mountains. See our dogs are better off leash – Abby in particular. She is generally a much nicer dog off leash as she feels less threatened, and she likes to poke around and dawdles. So imagine my excitement when I discovered that Mirror Lake and the beach in Lake Placid is DOG FRIENDLY – woot woot!!! See dog friendly beaches RARELY happen my friends. When we’ve been to Provincial campsites their “dog beach” is a scrap of crappy rocky ledge. Lake Placid hiking trails are also going to be great for our dogs. They love hiking off leash. And being the responsible owners that we are we bring baggies for poop, and also put them on their leash should they get out of hand, or little kids or unfriendly dogs barrel our way.

I guess I am writing this because I am also really excited about our trip. And I know the dogs will have a great time because of the dog friendliness of the place - since "mummy and daddy" will be happier too. Our friend Jason is doing the Ironman on July 26th and we will be there to cheer him on. He loves our dogs and was more then happy to have them come for the week leading up to his big event. There will be hiking, and eating, and running, and playing and drinking and yoga up top of Whiteface mountain. Only 14 more sleeps.

Post Fringe Blues = Purchases and Booze

I think I have Fringe withdrawal, or at least theatre withdrawal. One reason could be how I just JUMPED at the chance to do our "Sid's" (robin) fundraiser BIRTH which I hope is going to happen. Not only is it a nice and good script, it will be a good bonding women's adventure and great fundraiser for a good cause (Breech Birth).

Another reason I can tell is I have some free time so I am buying things - my defense also is that the weather has been really crappy. Granted I have not bought much in the way of clothing in a while and I do try to buy local or at least Enviro stuff. I did not do so yesterday when I purchased a brown linen skirt from Winners (made in China but on SALE) or the two items at Apple Saddlery last night ( a functional black summer dress and brown cool, capris - BOTH ON SALE). However the purchases I made are ones I will wear a lot and are "classic" items - meaning in my books they will go with a lot of other items I own. Today I redeemed myself by making Eco purchases.

I found a new Fav store. It's called Adore It, and it's on York and Cumberland . I bought this cool one of a kind tank top made from recycled pieces of clothing, stitched with Canadian thread, and totally MADE IN CANADA. Also bought a Fair trade blouse designed in Canada but made in India. Everything in the store is either local, or Fair Trade or used. It's a great store with some really cool items for ladies. Check it out.

I also made my way down to The Workshop which is another one of my favorite stores - supporting local or Canadian designers and crafters. They have fantastic stuff. All be it pricey but I think really worth it. I didn't buy anything due to the above purchases I just made and the fact that I have a husbands birthday next week.

Now it's on to a Team Oreo party at Nadine's house. I miss my cast a lot and it's only been a few days - another sign I have Fringe Withdrawal. But the plans are happening. I have squeezed some limes, we are all on the search for Mint, JP is bringing the Rum, I have icing sugar , all we need is soda water and we are good to go! Bring on the Guitar Hero and Apples to Apples - it's gonna be a good night!

Ottawa Fringe : My Reviews Late but Done

So ya, these reviews are a little late as Fringe and life were busy. Unlike SL who blogs like a madman, I can't seem to keep up with that speed dude! So in total of fringe shows I am a light weight. I saw 7 shows, plus I saw OREO a bunch of times (but I am not counting that).

First up in Fringe adventures was Catgut Strung Violin. WoW these guys are amazing performers. Their mime technique and little "lazzis" were well executed, full of energy and skill. Great performers. Some of the story I found very effective but some was lost on me in between. The end I did not understand - if someone knows can you tell me? I know it seems to encompass "everyman" at war which I thought was really cool - the innocence of going into war and the brutality all done with humour. I highly recommended this to people as it really was fun to watch and I was engaged up until the end (again I was a bit lost).

Next up was Spiraldive. The sad part about this production was not enough folks saw it. It is a 90 min Fringe show in a Trilogy of shows. This was Episode one. The theatrical convention used of talking to the audience, the bare set of 3 chairs , some paper mache planes, and the large metal contraption that was the Spitfire is perfect Fringe staging. Simple yet very effective. This seemed like something you'd see at the GCTC (although at GCTC I suppose the set would be more involved) it was so polished and professional. The actors were really wonderful and shifted easily from character to character. The only actor that was in the play that didn't seem as grounded at some points in the show, was the taller of the trio. Small quip as he is obviously very talented. Anyways, I was taken in by the story, and want to see more of this trilogy.

The next day I was suppose to see No Exit Upstage, ON Second Thought, and then Enter Screaming. I got one of those on my list that day done. I had heard so much about Countries Shaped Like Stars, that I didn't want to miss it and that night (wednesday) was my only night I
could see it. Good thing I went when i did. This show was always SOLD OUT. And I was NOT disappointed. It is such a simple tale, full of whimsy, fun, music, and heartbreak...just the perfect little package. Congrats to Emily Pearlman ...she's my new hero and everyone - including my - Fringe Crush. I think I was ruined after that to see anything else at Fringe. I certainly hope they get to do this show again and not change A THING! I don’t want to tell the story just in case they remount it.

Next up was Enter Screaming. I think Richard is very clever and smart, and the script is dark and humourous, but I have to say I was not blown away by this show. I had friends in it so hope they aren't offended by that statement.

Closing day, I saw Satanic Panic. Now I like Black Comedy and there was some really good dialogue in this show - I just didn't care for it as a story. I don't know why and can't explain it. Also, I think if you are doing Black Comedy your actors really really need to committ to every line down to their toes to make it really funny. That committment ebed in and out for me. I found Zach Counsil really committed for me and enjoyed him a lot. The other actors are very talented and I had no problems with the direction of the piece. I just think commit more and maybe they would have had me. Maybe it was the smallish audience. Also the main male character spoke so fast I couldn't understand him a lot of the time.

After a snack and meeting up with my hubby it was, No Exit Upstage. Now this is a start of a very clever concept. I am not sure if the general public will be able to relate to the Theatricalness of the show (theatre talk etc.) but I love the looping theatrical convention idea that Nancy incorporated, there is some really clever dialogue. I did find that there was an unevenness in the casting. Nancy is a strong natural actress. Her scene partner did not seem to have the experience Nancy had. They are taking this along to Winnipeg and I wish them all the best for the run there. I think Nancy should keep going with this idea. I enjoyed watching the show
and she has something there. As SL said "a polished preview of a bigger play"

Saw the final show of OREO - well the final on the schedule since we got BEST IN VENUE (hells ya!). My cast were rock stars! Really fun show with a really nice big audience on a nice hot Sunday afternoon. I will miss Team OREO although I believe it's not over, just made some really good friends who I will work with in the future and hang with...YAY.

Went home to eat, freshen up, and back for the BEST in VENUE at Alumni - This is a Recording. I had heard so many good things about this show, and I'll start off by saying it's a start of a good honest production but it's still a workshop script. There does not seem to be, to my eyes nor my husbands eyes, a clear structure. Now he and I both love Virbateum Theatre, and the reason we were both a bit disappointed after the big build we'd heard about this show, is we've seen really amazing Virbateum theatre in Toronto and Vancouver by people I went to theatre school with or from my theatre school teachers, and this particular show was very rough and needs more clear structure. My hats off to the actors for very very honest real and heartfelt acting, but it needs a clear direction. I did like the simplicity of the piece which is what it should be. If they keep going with it and make a clear through line it can be a really lovely piece (there were some really beautiful moments).

One portion which confused me was the very end: I thank Kelly for revealing herself to the audience that way, and it was brave and committed and heartfelt and naked of soul, but I really didn't see why it is in the show when you add up all the other portions. And if she was confessing, I felt Simon should have as well. I know all of us as actors feel we are not good enough, but not sure it was the place for it. I know some people will probably shoot daggers at me for saying the above but as an avid theatre goer and one who has seen a lot of this type of theatre, I am just being honest. Again, hats off to them and they should keep exploring this as it is a really good start.

So all in all this was a great Fringe experience from directing, to my actors, to the shows I got to see. This year showcased the huge amounts of talent that is in this city right now. We have struck the set, and are moving on.....now I have to think of something to get Tim for his Birthday next week...YIKES.

Ottawa Fringe and Directing

I directed a show at the Fringe. I was nervous going in, but during the process I realized “I can totally do this, trust your instincts”. Course I always tell myself that but there is always that small seed of doubt. But I think my work has paid off. OREO seem to be a hit with the audiences.

I have to say I believe I am a good caster of shows. When Tim and I did the Tototoo shows in the Fall…bang, great cast. With OREO…STELLAR cast. Now I hope to have a repeat performance in October when I cast Drinking Alone for the OLT. I trust it will happen.

I have to say, something that bugs me a wee bit about reviews of shows…if your show does well often times they do not mention the Director or if they do it is very brief. If it’s bad they go on about the director, and cast, if done well they don’t always. I mean not to say I did a perfect job on OREO. I didn’t. There I things that I see now blocking wise in the actual space from afar that I would totally change – as well as I would change some light cue choices I made etc. But we just didn’t have a lot of luxury of time for many adjustments in the space. AH the wonders and joy of Fringe. But I am very happy with the show. The DQ is great, she shines as an actress, her writing is smart and funny…but the whole cast, set, etc needs a director. It didn’t all get up there on it’s feet by itself. This is a small quibble I must say and I am saying it. I take it that the positive feedback means I am a pretty good director of comedy so I’ll take it.

I read a post recently from, as SL calls her, the DQ. She mentioned how you make friends for the time of the show but often not extend past that. I understand that and it’s true in a way because this special cocoon you made of your show will never be the same configuration. However I think she will be pleasantly surprised that we stay in touch. I have made some really wonderful quality friends doing this Theatre thing that I often hang out with outside the theatre. And this was a very special cast. I consider all these folks in OREO friends, whom I hope to spend time with and years with in the future. They are wonderful people – the whole package. Plus they LOVE what I love!

Anyways, I am ashamed to say I have yet to see a Fringe show. There are a few reasons why – I am exhausted after all the rehearsals and prep, my husband has a photography class every Monday night so I am on dog duty, we also had an audition and call back, and I have two dogs that need love and walks and attention. SO tonight I start. On the agenda tonight : Catgut Strung Violin, and Country Shaped Like Stars. I won’t be in the realm of Fringe Viewing stardom like NK or JR and the like, but I plan on those two shows tonight, 3 to 4 tomorrow, and a few on Sunday (I have a very busy weekend with other commitments). Next year I think I’ll just take Fringe Off so I can enjoy the whole thing and maybe even Billet. I have been concerned about Billeting only because of our dogs, but I think they will be at a decent age next year that they can handle it (well maybe not Abby…she hates any kind of change. She’s a strange dog)

On another note, Tim and I went for a call-back for STNY at our local community theatre. We just went cause 1: we’ve never acted in a show together, 2. we thought since we were married the intimacy portions required for the show are there already, 3. we would get to spend lots of time together. Tim also figured I’d be able to help him out as an actor. Now we have not yet heard from the director but figure we aren’t getting cast. Partially because we set ourselves up as a package deal and the director rather a different package. Also,perhaps the reason is the differences between Tim and I acting wise. I mean it’s no secret that I have a lot more experience then Tim and he knows that and accepts that. Not even sure if it was noticeable or not…so that could be a reason as well. Tim is also not as confident on stage as I am. I have some professional roles, and auditions and professional training under my belt so am much more confidante. Although I must admit I find I am not great at cold read auditions. I am much better at call-backs.

Truth be told, I am hoping we don’t get it (as Tim is hoping as well). It’s summer time. There is much socializing to do, camping and trips to take, wine to consume, and I have to sit down with my script for OLT and break it down and prep for the fall. Also I want to audition for Evolution Theatre’s next show so….would rather keep doing the professional stuff. Although I do plan on reading for a show at OLT that I love…and I love the director…so I will do community theatre when it’s something I love to do and a director I’d like to work with --- learning learning learning…it’s all about keep learning.

So,on to my first night of show viewing pleasure. Will report back with reviews and or comments tomorrow!!!

OREO and Fun Times at Ottawa Fringe Fest

Well I know i know, it's been MONTHS since I blogged.  Just been uber busy with new job.  We went through this huge National training of over 5400 people across Canada for a new system that processes CPP, so it was and still is quite the undertaking. The system is in place, some hiccups happening but generally a HUGE success.  Still have some training clean up and maintenance.  Whether I get to stay in the group is another story.  I can't remember what else I've been doing other then Fringe stuff.  It just seems like a blur since January when I started my new job in all other aspects of life.

Other things are coming up : my hubby is in Happy Birthday for Tototoo theatre, we both plan on auditioning for a show together, we have plans to go to Lake Placid NY at the end of July to support our good friend Jason in the Ironman (he's NUTS I tell you, NUTS!!!), as well as build a deck, going to see Bruce in NJ Giants Stadium in the Fall.....I have a show to direct next season at OLT called "Drinking Alone"....yup stuff going on.  

But enough about work and plans.  In am now into the fun times of Fringe.   In the Fall my friend Nadine asked me to direct her new show OREO which is somewhat autobiographical.  At first I was hesitant since I've never directed a new script before.  It ended up being a match made for both of us i think.  She trusted me, I trusted her and together with our ideas and her lovely and funny writing, OREO has morphed into a wonderful happenstance.   The cast is amazing - very talented acting styles of Nadine (our producer/writer/star), Robin Guy, Colleen Sutton, Sterling Lynch (the FIND of the year), and JP Chartier (my LAG alum buddy), and of course the super talented Iyono Ede (who is lead singer of the Hammerheads by the way).  

The process has been super fun....with many a box joke to be had, Sex Ed videos posted which was a funny fluke that happened at a drunken cast bonding even.  Yesterday we had a really good tech (frig that Nat Gisele ROCKS).  and opening night house was friendly, and plentiful.

NOW i have to decide what to see.  You have to see other fringe shows at Fringe not just stick to your own.  Now there are the obvious choices of friends shows: Exit Upstage (Nancy Kenny), Enter Screaming (Sarah Hearn).,...I have seen JUMP at a GCTC reading last year by Bev Wolfe.  Now I probably wont' see it again since there is so much to see but HIGHLY recommend others to go see it.  Kate Hurman is directing so it's a win win.  I'd like to see some out of towners like "On Second Thought"   Paul seems awesome.  As well as Cat Strung Violin - the gang from New Mexico, among others...have to see Sterling's show "satanic panic" - good cast going on there.  

So much see - among other things have to hang at the fun beer tent at fringe too...but then there are the obligations of friends events - friend BBQ tonight, plus next week...how does one be in many places at once?

at the end of the day....I am here to say....go SEE shows at the Ottawa Fringe Festival...especially OREO by Nadine Thornhill.  You'll be glad you did!  Life is good.

Oh Blog, I am sorry I neglected you

It’s been while since I blogged but I have been busy and busy times have come to an end. I just wrapped up Life After God with Vision Theatre. Although the old baby boomer critics seemed not to like it I know a lot of people who did enjoy the show. There were many opinions on this one. Ranging from I loved the acting not the script, to I loved everything about it, it spoke to me. The critics on the other hand are another story. I would not normally comment so long after a review, and really I get that a baby boomer would look at us and say “get a life” but one thing about one of the reviews which bothered me was a comment that Langston said about my character Julie. It says nothing about how I acted in the character but commented on a housewife who feels alone and distraught. This is what he said.” Julie (Chantale Plante) is a suburban housewife, although just what justifies her complaint that she's leading a "fictional life" is hard to say.” YA, only a MAN would say that! Need I expand on this point? As if being home in a life you didn’t dream for yourself as you have 2 wee kids screaming and shooting things, yelling, screaming at each other day in and day out would not make you feel trapped and like you are going nowhere. All the mothers/women I know got it right away. But that is all I will say about that.

I am both glad and sad that the show is over. Glad because I have my life back to read and cook and make sure my house is clean, but sad because I always enjoy working and playing with the Vision Family and the new people I just met were amazing. I know that I will work again with them in the future but it’s always sad to close a page on a show when you enjoy the people you work with.

So now I am theatre vacant. The only prospect I have is directing a Fringe show for my friend Nadine (I am excited about that). I mean I could audition for other shows but have made the choice to focus on my new job which won’t allow me much free evening time anyways. I had realized the reason I was doing so much theatre was that I was unhappy in my job , not working for the government per say, just I needed something new– I loved the people I was with, just it was getting boring and tiresome. So I needed to inject some new life in my day job. Now I am working in a new group of great people with a very busy schedule on a huge project with National significance. It’s fun. Have worked overtime already, and March and April are gonna be CRAZY with OT.....it's time in the bank I say. But should be good.

Saw THE BOSS play the halftime show at Superbowl on Sunday. To the uninitiated it was a fine example of how Bruce goes like that for 3 HOURS. He is non-stop. You saw 12 minutes of Bosstime fun. And speaking of Bruce,- yesterday Ticketmaster HELL is the talk of Backstreets.com (the Bruce Fan site). Seems that Ticketmaster has gotten into bed with a Broker (um scalper really), which doubles the price of tickets and seemed to have them even before Ticketmaster put the tickets on sale. How is that? Also it was such a mess yesterday. I kept getting these weird error messages about how they were doing Maintenance. My friend Steve managed to get us GA tickets for some obscure Pennsylvania town, but at least we will be able to see this new tour.

And finally, I am in recovery mode right now after having had a minor gum grafting yesterday after having put it off from December to now. It is annoying as hell for eating. Think of hot molten cheese from a Pizza having scorched the roof of you mouth. Then you have a piece a skin that was taken from that palate to you tooth and sewn on. Yup…sexy. I am friggin’ starving. I seem to be the only one who has problems eating with this. Tim had two teeth done at the same time in December and he seemed to just eat like normal….course that is Tim. The idea of any food stuff getting in my stitches area in my palate totally grosses me out. Hoping dinner goes better then it did last might with me mushing up my tortellini only to give Tim most of it out of frustration on how long it was taking me to eat. They say the mouth heals the fastest…so heal mouth HEAL!!!

Actors, and Writers and ROME - Oh MY!

Happy New Year to everyone! Welcome to a new blogging year. Over this holiday season, I saw a few movies, read a lot, and watched a lot of shows on DVD from HBO.

Firstly – SEAN PENN is an acting GOD. Tim and I went to see MILK on Friday night and I was blown away by Penn’s acting. It is flawless. He embodies this person to the point where you forget it is Sean Penn. I mean Penn is usually amazing and he should have won for Dead Man Walking, but this just solidifies to all out there that he is THE Actor of our time. After I saw the movie I watched some You Tube stuff on Harvey Milk and again – was blown away. It was the actor I saw on the screen just a few hours earlier. How does Penn do it? Even Jamie Foxx in Ray wasn’t that embodied. It’s worth seeing the movie just for Penn.

Secondly – I’ve been reading a lot. Lately a lot of lite reading – the Twilight series, and then some sexy Vampire romance in the Black Dagger Brotherhood series I borrowed from my friend (which was actually not bad and I am looking forward the rest of the series). But then I decided I needed some literature. And I finally picked up THE ROAD by Cormac McCarthy that has been sitting there waiting for me to pick up. WOW. What an amazing book. It is the type of book you wish you didn’t want to read as it is what you can only imagine human kind turning into should something apocalyptic happen. You’d have good guys and then the ones that will just do anything, and I mean ANYTHING to survive. It is amazingly scary, bleak, sad, beautiful, simple and yet complex book. I couldn’t put it down. He writes so lyrically and simply in terms of dialogue in a way I wish more writers would do. Less is more isn’t it? Within the first 10 pages I had tears from a simple exchange between father and son. It is gut wrenching but worth every turn of the page. I won’t say anymore except it left me haunted and thinking for hours afterwards. I was deeply affected by it. I only hope they do justice to it in the Hollywood movie version. I did hear that the director is not “hollywoodish” so I can only hope that it will be faithful, and simple.

Finally - ROME the HBO series kicks major ass. I have never seen so much explicit sex, violence, great sets, costumes and really good acting all in one place. I am only too sad to learn that it is only 2 seasons. We’ve also been watching Extras by Stephen Merchant and Ricky Gervais…good I love those blokes. It’s not as funny as The Office (BBC version) but the fact that they have Kate Winslet miming giving a blow job in a nuns habit….PRICELESS.